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Monday, August 10, 2009

Movie and H1N1

Again, it's been quite sometime now since I blogged last! I've realised by now that writing is not in my instinct. I, however, somehow force myself and end up writing something - once in a while. Good for my 3 followers... After sending "become my follower" invitation to approx 30 odd good friends of mine, I have a hit ratio of 1:10. Not that bad, I guess :-))

In last 8-9 months, I could manage to watch only 2 movies in multiplex - considering me as someone who have been the 1 day 1st show kinda audiance of anything from Drona to Tashan and was kidnapped by some anti-ramu activist when was on the way to Ramu ki Aaag. Since last few weeks, I was desperate to spend my hardly saved 300-400 rupees in anything - be it remake of Ramu ki Aag or Drona - 2, but it's never easy to get what you want. I missed out on Kambakt Ishq. And Love Aaj Kal is very much on the pipeline. I sat down to find out the reason and here are two main reasons:

1- BookMyShow.com... It's a wonderful portal - very user friendly, vast network and various feature... but still it's phatic. performance ki to watt lag jati hai boss. Ek baar Noida/Delhi pe availability dekhne ke liye click kar diya to boss itna time lag jata hai khulne me tum aaram se itni der me personally pahuch kar ticket le loge. But lazzy me, so I suffer.

2- H1N1... 2nd reason is the H1N1 virus, which is spreading like anything. It has created such a panic that I am advised by my parents and wife to stay away from any such public places like multiplexes & malls. Everyone is scared of H1N1 and I am no different.

I hope, both these hurdles get away and I can do some 'Kaminey'pan enjoying Dhan te nan

One of my well wisher (an old colleague) called me up to know if I am doing fine with my job. Dunno know where he got the info from but he felt as if my job is in danger. Wish he is wrong :)

Friday, June 12, 2009

Once upon a time...

... I was a poet

Life! I Love You For No Reason

Life!
I sat down under a tree,
Looking into the sky
Sparkling eyes,
I dreamt...
I revealed my desires and made my wishes
I shared my joys and sorrows with you
I laughed and cried too
I learnt and forgot...
I embraced you
I loved you for no reason.

Life!
I sit down under the same tree again,
Looking into the same sky
Same eyes, not intense,
No, not to confide in you
Quiet and calm
I wont let you know my dreams
I wont let you know my desires

You've spanked me for no grounds
You've left me brawled and wept...
with no dreams, no desires
A drowned man

Life!
I still love you for no reason...

Thursday, June 11, 2009

Total Recall - 1

It was chilly winter evening of 2001... Again a random thought crossed our mind - to trek China Peak (Naina Peak) - highest peak in Nainital of 8000+ ft. Having been in Nainital for almost a decade then, I could manage to trek the China peak route only once – that too quite long back.

We, a group of 4 boys (Sheetal, Sanju, Puran and I) and 7 girls (Seema, Shally, Sapna, Kuntal, Neelam, Lipika and Punam) were excited and got ourselves ready to trek the peak next day. As we were often advised by our parents to concentrate more on studies and career and not to do masti all the time, most of the girls choose not to let their parents know about this trek. And we boys never bothered if to seek any such permission.

So, next day around 10 AM, we all gathered near my house and started off. China Peak trek is of approx 80-90 minutes from my house. All of us had only a little idea of the correct route. The route I had followed in my earlier trek to china peak was from different side of the hill, so we decided to try the other one.

By the time we crossed the Sainik School, we were divided into two groups. I was in the later one which was following the first group (where Sheetal had a better idea of the route).

It was a bright day. Sun was at its best of winters and trees were shining as if they were cleaned and showered. We were enjoying the trek and noticed that the first group has disappeared. We didn't bother at all and kept trekking. The view of Naini Lake was beautiful from the route. After around 10 minutes or so, we saw that there were two routes emerging from the route we were following - one towards the peak and the other one was the straight.

We all looked up to each other to suggest the right way... Realizing that everyone is clueless, I made my brain do some serious LOGICAL thinking and asked all to follow me to the route which was towards the peak. When Shally asked if I am sure, I replied confidently that this route makes sense as it's going directly upwards and we too have to go to the peak (upwards). I gave some other LOGICS as well so that no stone is left unturned.

We were singing, shouting, photoing (photography) etc and were also discussing about the bad luck of other group which probably has taken the straighter route and thus a longer route. As long as I can recall – Puran, Shally, Seema, Sapna, Neelam, Kuntal were with me and ST was accompanied by Lipika, Sanju, and Poonam.

We were on full swing towards China Peak and missed to take serious note of the fact that, the trek getting narrower and finally got disappeared just after 15-20 minutes. We were trekking on barran hill... Someone, however, pointed it out and suggested to think of some alternative or go back and take the other route - but most of us were not concerned about it. We were like if there is no route, we will make it - and we really had to. We were holding wood sticks to cut the bush around and make way ahead. We found it really adventurous... I was a proud guide and could sense the praise for making a simple trek so adventurous.

But, I wasn't feeling so proud soon after Sapna slipped in the hill while trying to cross a big stone on the way... That time, some of us realized that this is getting dangerous as well...

I shouted and asked everyone to be cautious. Sapna was very scared and it took us some time to console her and made her believe that everything is OK. Rest of the girls also got nervous by this incident. The joy of trekking went off and replaced by the feeling of danger.

We stopped and explored the other options that we could have. We explored the option of trekking back and take the correct route as well. But, that didn't work since we already had covered almost half the distance by that time. I convinced rest of the guys that this is one off incident that is normal to happen in such treks... Look nothing happened and nothing will happen. We made human chain by holding each others hands to trek the rest.

We took off again. There was a ray of hope when we saw that we were approaching the end of the hill slightly inclined and it's just 100-150 meters away. We were hoping this will take us to the main route and the problem solved. Though, the trek was getting tougher, we motivated ourselves enough to rush towards the end of the hill.

We rushed and reached the end only to found that we were trapped. Towards the end of the hill, it was steep and perpendicular which killed all the possibility to trek it further. Worse to that was the land - where we were standing upon - was slippery. It had no grass, no bush and no trees - just thin and wide stones on top of the dry dirt/mitti. It was literaly slippery.

Nobody dare go back as going back meant going downwards/declined which will obviously not the best thing in such a slippery and steeped hill – you will loose your balance and you are GONE.

We were just standing up. We were in a position, where upon falling down of anybody, rest could only have pointed out towards the direction he/she felt and nothing else. Slowly, some of us managed to fold our knees without any foot movement. Everyone was scared and started praying. Only silence was prevailing there and not a single word came out of anyone’s mouth. Everyone forgot that I was the culprit - Only remembered it and was cursing myself to hell.

We wanted to shout for help - but how. We were left in that condition for around 30-35 mins when Seema said that she is tired and may fell anytime. That made me say that "wait, I'll arrange for some sofa or something to make her comfortable". Nobody laughed… Only I could laugh loud and wow - we spoke out. We really spoke out. This little conversation encouraged us to come out of the state we were lying and think something - do something.

We saw two three bunches of thin grass within our reach… We applied all our Physics knowledge to balance our gravity, friction, Newton’s action-reaction law to hold the thin grass bunch etc. Applying all this Shally, Kuntal and I managed to cross the slippery part and reached the end of the hill. Wow, we had done it… What a relief for us and ray of hope for the half of the public that was still trapped in the slippery stoned land.

But, there was something else in store for we all… There was nothing like end of the hill... We were fooled. There was no end to the hill and there was no main route anywhere in the sight. And there was no possibility to trek in that steep/perpendicular hill further. We went mad and started shouting - only we four who managed to cross the stoned land of 10-12 meters... We were shouting for help so that our voice can echo to the first group which got disappeared and they can come and rescue us.

... to be continued

Monday, July 21, 2008

Blank...

my mind has got blank... For last couple of hrs or so, i am trying to write something but there is not a single thought I can key down in words as such. It's not surprising I guess... considering my own problem on lack of concentration. I find it hard to concentrate... A thought comes in my mind for a second or so and then flies away. Next moment even if I try to recall it, most of the time I fail to do so. Now, I am thinking of if it happens only with me or are you guys (mainly in IT field) do also have a similar kind of issue. Any comment???

Recently, I came across a news about a major IT firm shutting down it's operation from New Delhi, that too by giving the employees either to move down to it's Mumbai/Chennai centers or get another job. One of my friend told me that even the notice period is too short... probably a notice period of less than 30 days. This IT firm employs more than 1000 employees at it's Delhi center. This is a bizarre situation since most of the guys would not have wanted to leave Delhi region and given the notice period of less than 30 days - they must be going through critical phase of their career. One of my friend in that company is pregnent and would not move down to another location for sure... it means she would be jobless - atleast for quite a few important months. Many other guys would also have less or more reasons not to move down to another location - means would be in a jobless land.

This is not a hot topic among my colleagues, neither the N-Deal is not a hot topic among us. Even the left who bring the vote of trust against the UPA government on the basis of N-Deal has forgotten it. Nuclear Deal is nowhere in the picture among the political parties... now there is only one interest among all our "leaders" - it's purely political. RLD's Ajeet Sing has been honest enough to accept this fact. I don't know if a common citizen of India knows whats there in the Nuclear Deal... at least I don't know much about it. I don't know what exactly it contains... I don't think if any news paper or news channel has covered it well enough to give a good idea about. And I am sure, even 75% of the MPs, who would caste their votes for/against the trust vote, would be knowing it. I was watching a BJP-MP's interview in a new channel, where he was answering the N-Deal questions... He had a single answer to all the question, this deal will make us US dependent. Dear Mr. MP, have you got a chance to study the deal? Ok, leave this apart, few of Bahubali Netas who were serving upto life-term, got released from jail to cast their vote. See, who will be deciding our country's future.

Seems, not only my mind is blank...

Friday, July 18, 2008

from FakeGaurav to MyDaysWihMyself...

Cool!!! Fake Gaurav came to my seat and asked me to visit mydayzwithmyself... one of his favorite blogs. Before I could do a shift+click on the link, he already has started pouring some genuine words of praise about the blogger and his humorous work... by the time it opened up he had said that I'll find it more interesting than his... then he left. He actually had to go for an interaction with the HR manager of a company.

Yes, I started reading the blog and wow, now I am amused to have found another interesting material in this mayajaal. Actually, I was in desperate need of this (thanks Gaurav). I had enough of timeofindia.com, ndtv.com, orkut.com, alaana-and-falaana.coms (most of the time) and at times oracle-peoplesoft.com... After all, similar kinda stuff again and again is too boring to make me stay for 8-9 long hours in the office. I do not come to the office at 8:30 to read the similar news and hi-how-are-you craps. And see the crap, my manager has just forwarded me another mail to look into an error to resolve... why can't he himself look into the error? I'll look into it...after all, this is what I do come office for!!! Thank God I've realised it.

So, I'll take a break now and will resume once I resolve the issue.

Huhhhhh, back in just 5 minutes. Not I've not resolved the issue, I've just sent a resolution and also have asked for some more information of the error. I might get some time before I see a reply in my outlook.

Well, I went through a surgery last weekend... Septoplasty what it is called in medical terms. Septoplasty is a surgical procedure to correct the shape of the septum of the nose. The goal of this procedure is to correct defects or deformities of the septum. The nasal septum is the separation between the two nostrils. definition copy and pasted from here. I had this problem for quite a long time and I was aware of the surgical need... though I was avoiding to visit the doctors, this time my wife didn't let me escape with any excuses and took me to the doctor and got the surgery time fixed. This is a minor surgery in general and I had to get hospitalized for two days and after I got discharged my hospital bill was 33,500/= Thank God I was covered by group mediclaim policy by my employeer and I had to bear only 179/= rupees for the surgery.

I again received a mail from my manager... it seems quite a lot is happening in the project... I must concentrate.

Gaurav, Thanks for the blog you made me visit... It's quite an interesting one. I've got a good collection of blog to visit while in the office now. but guys, I want you guys to post more frequently... think of me yaar.

Chill...

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

After long hrs...

I am surprised! yup, I am... and the reason -> I am writing a non-technical blog... huhhhhh. And I would love to tell you at the very first place about my writing capabilities...

I started writing (poetry) at the age of 10-11 yrs... and left the habit after 10-11 yrs of writing when I accepted the fact that nobody in this planet can understand what the crap I am writing all about. I was the sole reader of my poems and my Ghazals - not surprisingly. I was nick named as Galib during my MCA days, but it had hardly anything to do with my writing skills... rather I was nick named as Galib since I introduced a new slang/word "Galib" for any non-understandable poem, ghazal, sher-o-shayari or any kinda stuff that is beyond my level of understanding. ---- (flashback)

Btw, after all this reliazation stuff abt my writing skills, I stopped writing! A Full Stop.

Suddenly after all these years, my writing aspirations got alive once again... And my inspirations are: http://fakegaurav.blogspot.com/ and http://neerajmathpal.blogspot.com/

Not because any "if they can, why can't I?" feelings at all... It's because, these two persons are my role models - and I simply want to follow them to fulfill my writing aspirations.

Have Fun!!!